Can't believe two weeks ago I was doin two a day workouts... And tonight I had to write this email to my boss' wife...

Still. Thank You, Lord, that you alone number and know all my days. So glad to be Yours. 

Thanks, Amy...:)

I lost all control of legs and mobility of them this evening.... I can move them a bit but they weigh a ton or that's the feeling. Then, i can't move them at all. I almosy fell in kitchen and Danny and Birg had to help me/carry me to bed and then later to couch. I start the steroids in the morning. I have to start them very early because it is a high dose and pharmacist told me not to take them today because it was late afternoon by the time I picked them up. 

I had a great talk with Melanie Vaughn (who was diagnosed with MS) today and I think our talk prepared me
For tonight's episode. No panic... Tears, but no panic.  

My new life group leaders came over tonightwith their 8 month old who has taken a sweet liking to me. It was good to get my mind off my legs as Bella cuddled and played in my lap or around me. It was wonderful. And we allwatched the baseball game Together. Poor Yu. 

Love you. Thanks for praying and listening... Hoping to wake up to stronger legs in the morning and that the steroids will kick in fast.... Just enough to get me to Thursday's appointment with the neurologist specialist. Whatever I wake up to face in the morning, I know His new mercies will be there 

V